im bored.
really boreddddd.
went town wit sham, jo and jace.
watched doll master.
=D nice aye.
scream like WHAO. :
D jace says she cute.
yes, she is lah.
BHB. :D
im so tired.
i wanna go orh orh.
um, goin out with cousin tmr.
sch is SAD today.
promoted to sec3C.
filled with retainees.
but im sure we're gonna be the outstanding on AGAIN!
hugged nette before i leave.
hais. almost cried my eyes out.
cant bare to leave them all.
same class as sarah and qiaolin.
im with LUCK okayy!
hahaha.
sch finally ended.
WILL BE MISSING EVERYONE! ((:
remember to miss me too! :D
babyy, i love you and i'll never let you go. (:
she's out with ting ting nw.
gonna haf dinner. (((:
gave her 5 bucks.
`gone.
currently playing ;
; stick with you
currenlty playing ; Only Love - Trademark
im bored.
really boreddddd.
went town white sham, jo and jace.
watched doll master.
=D
nice aye.
scream like WHAO.
:D
jace says she cute.
yes, she is lah.
BHB. :D
im so tired.
i wanna go orh orh.
um, goin out with cousin tmr.
babyy, i love you
and i'll never let you go. (:
she's out with ting ting nw.
gonna haf dinner.
(((: gave her 5 bucks.
`gone.
currently playing ; I'm Leaving On A Jet Plane - Jewel
; stick with you
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
currently playing ; All Or Nothing - O Town
new templete, thanks jace!
haix.
tired of living.
making no sense living.
tired.
wo lei le.
went vic meimei hse todaye.
with qiaolin, yumin, maybelle, clarissa, mar, sinyee n aga.
haha.
made two new friends!
maybelle and clarissa!
maybelle loves to to laugh.
clarissa is damn farnie.
haha!
sch end early today.
1.30pm then dismiss le.
haha, went to cp to haf lunch.
went to captain's to eat.
aft that went to her hse.
reached there at ard 3plus.
stupid aga suggested to tk stairs.
climbin up the stairs took half my life away alr.=x
her sis was home with another fwen using comp.
WE CANT USE IT.
ugh, nvm.
decided to look ard her hse then go downstairs.
looked at neos, photos.
was too bored.
evereyone complained.
hahaha.
decided to go downstairs.
clarissa burped at all.
made all of us laughed like WHAO.
hahahahaha.
mar's screaming skills scared us all away.
cant believed that she can scream from first floor all the way to third.
-.-" faints.
xinjie msged shantal at sch to tell her its noisy.
mar shouted. (:
LOUD THERE.
aft awhile, its getting really bored.
decided to go hlm to tk neos.
by the time they delay,
i needa go home le.
so didnt go.
wanna go tmr.
haben decided.
went compass then home.
very tired.
i cant laugh hard nw.
NIQUE, I WANNA TALK. =D
`later
currently playing ; Superstar - Jamelia
; stick with you
Monday, October 25, 2004
currently playing ; Thank You by Jamelia.
sighh.
home early todaye.
came home at 2.45pm
gettin so guai hehs.
hahaha.
i only slept for 3.5hrs. (:
thanks to nique.xP
oh yah, nique is my new friend!
hogged on the phone with her last night.
with her, jace and yvonne?
dont know who's that. =x
actually, i didnt really talk.
haha, but nique managed to open my mouth.
she's an irritating irritator!
but i enjoyed talking to her lahh. (:
called jace jus nw.
she doesnt seem happy.
hang up on me again.
haix, nvm lahh. shall ren.
im bored.
boredom KILLS.
told nette im tired alr.
really sick and tired. givin in and all.
i tried my best. i ask her if she cld see.
she answered yess. she said i put in alot for us.
but she doesnt seem to realise.
ughh, ive been thinkin abt this for so long.
she kept shouting at me.
i dont like gg town with her.
everywhere we go, she'll see her fwens.
they'll jus TALKTALKTALKTALKTALK.
suddenly she'll go missing.
that was what she used to do.
but nw, better.
talktalk then wave wave hughug then go le.
haix. shall not say anythg else more.
she doesnt like it.
`youretheguardofmyheart-
currently playing ; Break Away - Kelly Clarkson
; stick with you
Friday, October 22, 2004
currently playing ; Let It Burn- Usher
she might as well kill me nw.
whats the use of staying here.
she scolded since she back home.
no point of staying here.
i hate life.
zell tell her i use comp.
she scold again.
she wasnt really v angry alr.
nw she tell, she dig out everythin agn.
nw, she dont allow me to use the msn.
jus becos she saw the photo i took with regina.
and she tot we're tgt.
ASSSSSS.
all along she didnt liked her.
i told her i went out with jo and not her.
im not coming home tmr.
ive decided.
i dont wanna come home.
im tired.
really.
okayy, DECIDED.
guess im going over to sarah's place?
not sure.
see how lahh.
cant be bothered anw.
at most, die in the streets lorhh.
ah! i can go beloved place!
we can bitch all day all night!
right beloved?!
dont even know if she'll read it.
hahaha.
went out with beloved and bigbro ytd.
damn fun.
we're terribly mean.
nvm abt that. ( :
jace bought me a balloon elmo.
she claims its been a long time since she gave me surprises.
hahahaha.
its okayy whether she gives anot. (:
its the thot that counts and not the gift. (:
awww, she's sweet lahh.
ah well, she went out with ting.
ting is nice.
went to cafe cartel.
reached home at 6.05
mum scolded.
i cant go out anymore. ) :
nvm.
im running frm home.
so yah, its okayy! (:
im bored.
waitin for jace to come online.
`later.
currently playing ; Fuck You, I Don't Want You Back! - Eamon
; stick with you
Thursday, October 21, 2004
hello. didnt go sch todaye again.
jace didnt go sch either. (:
talking on the phone with her nw. ((:
she's tryin to persuade me to flood her testi.
-.-l
i wont write de lahh.
hahaha.
i wont allow.
hahahaha
provided she flood me.
ahahah.
jus sort of quarreled with regina.
shall not talk abt it here.
now talkin on the phone with beloved.
scolding and cursing ppl like her.
im getting so mean.
haha.
nvm lahh. ((((((((:
going out with jo ltr on.
might be watching movie. (:
i wanna watch white chick.
jo got no money.
so i think slacking ard town only lahh.
(((((((((:
mummy say i can go.
WHEE~
im bored.
no sch tmr.
i dont wanna go.
heeee.
`till later
; stick with you
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
im bored.
didnt go sch today.
school is damn boring.
totally jus slacking for the day.
got back the results alrdy.
haven told mummy yet.
done very badly. sighh.
haven got back english.
maths: 45/100 (BAD)
science: 17/100 (WORST)
chinese: 45/100 (ALRIGHT LAH)
history: cant remember (I FAILED, THATS ALL I RMB.)
literature: 49/100 (I HATE THE MARKER! ITS JUS ANOTHER ONE MORE MARK!)
geog: 54/100 (I LOVE THIS! I FINALLY PASSED GEOG!)
art: 65/100 (BAD. I CLD HAF GET HIGHER IF I DID MORE ON MY RESEARCH!)
heartache.
i studied like fucking hard.
nw they give me fucking results.
arghs.
but well, i know i tried my very best alrdy.
i need my english to pull me up.
thats all.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
nvm. ignore that scream. (((((((((((((:
staying at home is boring too.
hahahaha.
was on the phone with jace last night.
her best friend went over to stay at her place.
hahahaa.
both are farnie lahhh
so sillie. ((((((:
didnt really slept well last night thou. ):
but one thing, finally im back home with MY BED.
i dont like slpin at aunt's place!
the bed aint nice!
not comfy!
hmph.
was aching all over the first night.
i knew i cant stay there for long.
MY SIS WANNS GO OVER TONIGHT.
oh god.
my aunt ask me to go over to their office.
hahaha.
i jus go on smiling and didnt say anything.
hehs. ive got nth to say.
depends lahh.
if i got nth to do then i go down lorhh. (((:
mrs tan ask us over to her hse ytd.
but we didnt go.
shermin and serene didnt go.
saturday got family day at sch.
going there for awhile then im going town with baobeii.
hahaha.
watching movie. ((:
i dont wanna stay at sch for long.
the family day program is so boringgg!
gonna go watch the gudge or whatever it is called , with jo on friday.
gonna watch dodgeball with baobeii os saturday.
hahahaha.
gotta save money first.(((((:
HUNGRY
shall go look for food nw.
`later!
; stick with you
Sunday, October 17, 2004
haix. i dont know.
i really dont know.
i wonder if what i did was right.
everything was so sudden.
things are getting so bad nw.
i hate.
i really hate myself nw.
she doesnt deserve all this.
hais.
blame it all on me.
nw when i wanna talk to her,
i cant.
i got no time left.
i'll be away for 4 days.
i got to tell her.
how?
im feeling so dead.
i cant call.
i cant talk to her online.
what is this?
life sucks.
i tot i cld prove her wrong.
i can live without her.
nw, its all wrong. i totally cant.
how stupid else more can i get?
glynis, shut up.
i hate you.
glynis is an asshole.
i hate glynis.
dont give a fucking damn to what i say.
jus fucking ignore it okaye.
fucking life suck.
; stick with you
Saturday, October 16, 2004
okayye.
life is utterly freaking bad
yuck. okayye, let's not talk abt it.
went town with jace ytd. (:
went to watch The Cool Guy!
haha. was nice!
we both took the same train.
haha. how nice!
went to buy the tix n all.
wanted to watch dodgeball or else white chicks.
full house. TSK.
decided to watch Cool Guy.
guess who we saw there.
duncan, mae, juliet, denise and a unknown couple.
ahhhh! that was my reaction when i saw them.
i cldnt believe my eyes.
decided to call duncan and see if i did recognise the wrong person.
and that silly didnt answer.
me and jace were gossipin abt ppl halfway.
somebody came with a BOO!
that was the silly juliet. :D
both of us got a shock lah okayye.
hahaha.
talk for awhile then we went off.
sat there waited for the show to start.
the show is nice! :D
went home at ard 5 plus.
went to SSC with aunt's aft that.
had dinner.
chat chat.
x) home sweet home.
thats it for todaye.
; LOVES PLENTY.
; stick with you
Friday, October 15, 2004
`once again here to invade
Hi BABY!!
we jus watch our 4th movie tgt
TODAY! and we oso saw
some disgusting humans.
okie. shall not be mean here.
miss u loads. got loads to tell u.
juliet is angry with me cox we
dao her and intend to run awae.
then she sae i show her attitude.
nvm. joanna ask u out tml baby.
anyway. i blog here becox i doubt
u can tok to me tml. take lotsa care.
love and miss ya loads.
btw.
the von attached already. so dun
worry le horx. dun alwaes suan me
and her le. muaaccks. *love love
Enjoyed today with you!
withlotsalove,
jace!
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Thursday, October 14, 2004
arghs.im so bored.
im writing this big cos
SOMEONE SAY SHE CANNOT SEE.
LTR SHE GO BLIND, SHE'LL COME FIND ME.
hahas. HOR GAREL HOR?
WHO SAY ONE AH?
xP
oh wells, supposed to go escape with val.
i jus fell ill.
fucked up.
mum says she can allow me to go.
but i always lie to her abt the time home.
arghs.
i wanna go OUT.
shall call mum and see what she says.
hehs.
babyy's having exams in sch.
while im here havin fun! :D
she's jus plain jealous that ive got hols and she dont haf!
bleahs! xD
yadayada, one more day to go.
and u can haf as much fun as u wan le kay?
*MMUUAACCKKSS.
hehs. lynette has alrdy went town, bought plenty of things.
and me?
i still got the thought of studyying.
hahaha. sheesh. C:
BELOVED, when u wanna go catch movie tgt?
LYNETTE SIEW, when u wanna go shoppingg tgt?
BABYY, church this sat okayye?
GAREL LEE, outingg soon!
BEATRICE(the laziest employee), outingg quick!
QIAOLIN, zoo pls! i miss the elephants! xD
JEANETTE, when u wanna go movies?
SARAH baobeii, prints tgt soon kayys?
okaye. im being lame.
i jus wanna get out of the hse nw.
hahas.
:D
;loves plentyy!
; stick with you
Monday, October 11, 2004
man. stupid feelinggs.
I HATE.
yucks. make me feel so dead.
nvm, i'll jus hafta tk the fact.
hais.
babyy went to tk EGG frm her fwen.
to give her buddy as encouragement.
i dont know whatever for lahh.
haben been feelingg too gd these few days.
uncertain feelinggs all tangled up tgt.
i hate it lahhs.
talking to sinyee.
hahas.
she one nice sweet lil girl.
her ... like her A BIT lehs.
hahahas.
im happy for her lahhs. :D
i need new songs.
someone please send me songs.
im tired of those stupid songs!!
mummy dont allow me to d/l anymore.
hmph. she says it spoils the comp and make it slow.
true lahh. i agreed.
but i still wanna d/l. ARGHS.
kwai's givin mie sweets again! :D
aww, i love that pts.
she's HOW NICE.
hehs. BIG BOX OF SWEETS.
she gave me plentyy of them that time.
I LOVE! *kiss
oh yahh, btw.
BIG THANKEW to kwai.
i bottled up plenty things and now, i told her everythingg!
:D thanks to her lahh.
and i know one big secret abt her alr.
she dont know how to eat lollies.
she has got a real cute wayy of eating them.
she cute lahh.
i dreamt abt her last night too!
i dont know why.
hahahas. maybe misses too muchh.
hehs. xD *big hug for kwai
like what kwai says, shit happens.
ive been givin in alot lately.
ive been doing alot for you.
i dont know if u ever did realise.
even an outsider, JEAN, she realise it.
hais. i dont care whether u give a fucking care to it or not.
i just want u to appreciate what ive been doing,
what ive been tryin to change myself into.
for this, im sure, ive been thru many pains and laughters.
wells, aft all, i enjoyed every single moment im with you.
i hope u cherish them as much as i do.
becox, i love u so.
im cherishing, im treasuring.
i dont wanna end up like the last r/s.
i didnt do what i shld do as a gf.
now, i dont wanna let it happen again.
i know the other party suffered alot.
i really dont wan that to happen.
i hope u wld understand how i feel.
im feelingg empty again.
i need u so badly.
baby i love u.
baby i need u.
baby i gotta u.
baby i cant live without u.
ure love came without a warningg.
; stick with you
Saturday, October 02, 2004
`invaded by yr thunderstorm!
hihi! x)
our 2nd mth anni is jus over
we will hav many many more mths to go
i'm sorry for everything i hav done
all the unhappiness and pain causes
those will cum to an end
and happy moments will cum
i'll treasure you
i'll love you loads
glynis is mine!
purple rocks ?!
*//thunderstorm loves her sunshine!
; stick with you
